25 weeks

I am now 25 weeks! The top picture is a photo of my youngest child and I, Ethan :) He is about 18 months. A very loving, smiley little guy!! I am feeling pretty good. Most of the nausea has subsided and other than a few aches here and there I am doing pretty good. I have to be careful about stretching my legs out too much when in bed because I get muscle cramps in my legs. I am trying to stay fairly active, healthy and happy! 

We are excited to add another girl to our growing family! I am going through our house nesting away. De cluttering and trying to keep track of anything I need for the household, kids and baby girl!  I have a few things around to take to Once Upon A Child to sell as well. My sister in law had a baby girl last December and past on her baby girl's outgrown clothes that her sister had given to her. So we are set on 0-3 months clothes. I found a great bath tub sling the other day. Still yard sale season here!  The kids and I are enjoying learning and growing and having summer fun; swimming and going to park and other fun and frugal activities close to us. I hope everyone is having a great summer! Please pray for rain and maybe do a native rain dance. We really need it here in Michigan :)

20 Weeks and we have a baby....... on the way

The kids and I went to the 20 week ultrasound. It was a great learning experience for them and the all did very well :) I wasn't sure if this pregnancy was any different than my others and tried to compare it to our daughter ten years ago :) Of  course I had some trouble remembering. All I know is that I felt I was getting more headaches and feeling a little nauseous again. My daughter and I were nervous I think. Even though we had dreams about another girl we were looking at the ultrasound thoroughly :) In the end we found out as you can tell by my daughter's wonderfully pin she made...... We are in fact having a girl due October 16th of this year!!! We are very delighted for adding another girl to our family. I think we were both in shock and excited at the same time. It had been awhile since we have had a baby girl in the family :) We celebrated by having the pizza hut buffet for lunch :) My OBGYN is closing down by August. I know my doctor will find another office to join and I will follow her there :) That is about it that is going on. We also went swimming yesterday at a local beach and bought the $20 yearly pass to enjoy for the summer. :)

16 weeks

I just hit the 16 week mark!! My nausea has stopped. Smaller type meals seem to be the best route. I feel less tired than I did. The cloudy days we have been having here has effected me somewhat and caused me to want to hibernate:) I am glad it is getting back to sunnier weather. My back starting aching yesterday but other than that I feel pretty good! I am trying to stay active with exercise and eating well. I seem to crave starches and comfort foods and sweets at times. I am feeling a bit adverse to meats and ice cream somewhat but then I get a craving for a ice cream cone out of the blue. We are all excited and look forward to our ultrasound in 5 weeks or so. The kids and I took some time off to de-school and are now very interested in unschooling. We have also been busy nesting and getting rid of clutter and organizing. Summer is almost here and we look forward to being outdoors more and swimming :)


To all the people in America, we seem to be focused on material things instead of eternal treasures. We are co-creators, scarcity is a myth. We manifest our reality. I get questions from family, friends and even strangers about if I am going to have anymore and this is before I even give birth and if my house is big enough. My kids have a pretty good life and my husband and I both work hard to provide that :) I leave with the words of an ascended master Yahshua : "Yeshua said to him, "The foxes have holes, and the birds of the sky have nests, but the Son of Man has nowhere to lay his head." Matthew 8:20 Now I know there are deeper metaphysical meanings to scriptures. On the surface he seems to be illustrating: he has no home but he is still doing what he came here to do.  We are thankful for our home and we like our home if we want another home we will work on creating it. Everyone has a different soul journey laid before them. This happens to be mine it isn't for everyone but this is what I came here for :) Bless Everyone to take the path laid before them.

Announcing........

I have been busy de-schooling and learning about un-schooling and wondering what kind of set up will work for our family. The kids have some great ideas and it has been great learning with them and from them. I have also been working on truly finding myself and learning healthy patterns and thoughts. I am very happy about that and have learned how to experience pure joy and happiness within.

I also am excited to announce that I am 12 weeks pregnant with baby number 7! I am due around October 23, 2016. We are hoping for another girl and so is our ten year old daughter. We have had dreams about a girl. We will see. Still happy and excited no matter what just running out of boys names :) Brooklyn would really love a sister. So this is just a short update on things going on. I hope to get back into updates as we create a schedule that will best fit all of our needs.

Master of Illusion

I prayed for wisdom and discernment and took a look around
 I woke up and everything changed, my depression somewhat waned. 
My eyes opened up and I seen things differently
I had a lot to clean up in my life I let it all collide and neglected myself
I lost myself I gave into doubt I didn't treat myself with much clout
I treated myself with disrespect, judgement and hate
It was justified  by my people pleasing ways
I thought I could get by I thought I could do it all alone
I seen the patterns  and tried to change them around
many people would rather crawl on the ground
They don't like change they want you the way that you were 
A wonderful punching bag with absolutely no worth 
To tell them exactly what they want to hear and with extra sugar to make it really clear
I became a shell of a person disconnected from my heart and soul 
Someone to just use as they please for their illusion of ego greed
I was the master of illusion and thought I was loved and tried to give it back 
though drained of it for myself leaving me a empty shell with nothing left for me 
How do I get out of this I really must know
Continue the Journey and trust my own soul
Don't lose myself no matter how hard it may be
My heart mind and soul knows my ultimate destiny
I am a co creator made from above
I can be full of absolute love
Tell myself that endings have beautiful new beginnings and believe it to be true
I can create a reality worth the sky so blue
I was the master of illusion but now I will reveal my truth
 I can create a reality of abundance and peace without any proof
Self doubt being my main enemy and thief
New beginnings I will show and keep
I will be a victim no more but a survivor to the core
A master of illusion I was but no more

Unleavened Puri ( East indian) bread

This is a recipe that was handed out last year at our assembly:

• 2 1/2 cups whole wheat flour
• 1 1/4 tsp salt
• 1/2 cup soft shortening ( I used Coconut oil)
• 1 1/3 cups Yogurt

1. Mix all ingredients well.
2. Roll into 1/8 in thickness and cut into rounds with a 4 in cutter.
3. Fry in hot oil (350 degrees) until puffy and brown.
4. Drain on paper towel or napkins

This was a delicious recipe, kid and husband approved.

Spilled Red Paint

The paint was red on the floor in a big glob mess with drippings on our kitchen rug. My daughter had a look of astonishment and surprise at what happened. "What happened Brooklyn ?", I asked.  "I don't know it just broke", she answered. In her hand was the broken bottle with red paint oozing out. It had left a great big thick red mess on the kitchen floor. She had wanted to paint her wooden butterfly. I was making cookies and starting our potatoes for dinner. I told her it was all right to do not wanting to take away her creativity and inspiration. Well, she freaked out and I probably freaked out and stressed when I was trying to finish up work for the sabbath. Her dad and I cleaned up the mess and later advised her in the future that she needs to be more careful and help clean up next time instead of running from her responsibilities.

As I was grumbling and cleaning up the mess with my husband and staring at red paint. I realized Yahweh sent his son Yahshua to clean up a mess he didn't make and he shed his blood for us. I also thought about the passover. The Hebrews put red blood on their doors to keep the angel of death away in Exodus, the last plague before they left Egypt. Yahshua is our Passover lamb to keep eternal death from us. Passover is almost upon us and the feast of unleavened bread. It is amazing how Yahweh speaks to us and everything goes together. Many times accidents are not accidents and lessons that Yahweh sends the Ruach haKodesh to speak and teach us.

We are new to celebrating passover and the Feast of Unleavened bread. I am excited how he is teaching us through the seasons, moons and teaches through our monthly cycles and pregnancies. Everything goes together for remembrance and teaching. I look forward to spring and the newness and freshness of everything. Spring cleaning to clean up the dust, dirt, grime and sin and make things new like Yahweh does. I love how he teaches us of  Yahshua's life death and resurrection through the biblical feasts.Ready to get out of the darkness of winter or oppression/slavery of Egypt and examine my life for leavening as I journey in my walk and teach my children the way they should go. I praise Yahweh and thank him for his wisdom, discernment and truth in Yahshua's name